i honestly really think i will never be hired i am very very very depress and afraid now what if im never gonna find a job i really want a job and then i will continue my studies but first please give me a job :(

chalet was kinda fun cause we never have any chalet before and this is the first and last chalet that we get to stayover together as a class i never stay out with classmate to do my work before haha so its kinda obvious that we are not gonna meet so often or never gonna meet again after this chalet but im currently feeling very blue about it i never really feel sad about leaving an institute even primary school maybe i was too young to feel or even secondary cause i know i will still be together with my group of friends funny thing about graduating here is i feel kinda sad with a tinge of missing hmmmm idk why either hehe ill miss everyone in the studio i guess and it was really nice to meet everyone i always tell my friend im thankful for my poly mate cause none of them are very fuck up like what i heard of probably i dislike some in studio but still they still do me no harm and definitely i will not want to harm them lol

just now i randomly saw my photos in studio wa damn sad idk why also and seriously whats with me and my many different colors style of short hair LOL sibei hip sia LOL anyway really feel sad and ill never forget my 18th birthday hehe

oh ya i kinda wana delete my xanga and create tumblr and start posting only pictures maybe even design my own cartoon picture hehehehe very excited to do it but needa get everything uploaded first and as usual IM VERY EXCITED FOR MY NEW ENVIRONMENT HEHEHEHE im always excited about new stuffs and everything and as usual

I HOPE THAT SOME AH GUA WILL REALLY HIRE ME DURING DESIGN SHOW PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE EVEN IF THIS CHANCE IS VERY LOW I STILL WANT IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WILL SLOG LIKE A LITTLE BITCH FOR YOU AND MY BOSS BETTER BE FRIENDLY AND NICE LOL